sprinkles of humankind
It’s 12:05a. (a. stands for A.M., p. for P.M. of future reference) as I write this. I was going to start this article with a different beginning, but I randomly thought about this sweet person I’ve met in Minnesota once. When I was working at this print shop, I had met someone who does meduimship. While offering their skills to others, they’re a reoccuring customer, whom I met during their second time coming to the shop of printing business cards. They gave me one upon our talking. It was expressed how I too, have my own abilities and this is the first time I’ve met someone in person who openly speaks about it. They asked me to meet them for coffee, which we did a week or so later. I remember having a deep meaningful conversation with them, where we both shared each other experiences. We both shared what felt relevant to speak about during our conversation. They brought me so much enlightening insight about listening to the abilities I have, on top of my intuition.
Their insight was so healing and brought me years worth of guidance that I have been pushing off from not listening to certain intuitions that my body, mind and soul were trying to show me. I think of them now, wondering if their contact information is still the same and if I should reach out to them to see how they’re doing in life. Right now my intuition says to halt, and that if it’s meant to be then it shall be.
As I write this, my intuition is guiding me to say that this is a reminder to you, whatever has been persistently on your mind or wherever your focus has been looping. The intuition is trying to show you something. Be if you’re avoiding it or you’re viewing it through rose-colored lens glasses. I’m going to mention this before going to the next part of this article; do not ignore your intuition, or lie to yourself about what’s reality while being in denial about the illusions clouding your judgement.
Sometimes we’re only meant to be a coffee hangout of someone’s life, sometimes all we exist as, is an enlightening conversation during a rideshare driver’s day of trips. Sometimes we are that simple smile that reminds someone that kindness still exists in the world, sometimes we get those reminders from the universe. I call these moments the sprinkles of humankind.
Now let’s speak about what I was originally going to start this post with. As I have been rebranding while allowing the balance of the new ideas to blossom, I’ve also have taken my time. In the past I normally would rush the process and announce a new idea or piece of art I’ve made as soon as I’ve finished it or started it. While I speak about this, it isn’t to shame that version of me, more so to take a different approach than how that version of me would’ve. To be frank, that version of me was itching with excitement to share with the world of passion fueling throughout their whole body, that version of me was fueled with so much excitement to share with the world and those on how they loved what they do.
Part of that version of me had desired outer validation that I wasn’t providing for myself, so I see it for what it is now. The other parts of that version of me, desired so much for the world to see the world how they do. The lens for which that version and this version typing this, sees through. Both lens combined seeing the preciousness of how beautiful this world is, while their passions try to show parts of the beauties they have the opportunity of experiencing. This version now is able to express that outloud. Those previous versions of myself didn’t quite have the words to express yet, I didn’t have the vocabulary quite formed. Now I do, even this version of myself will find moments of silence and solitude as I learn a new set of vocabulary going forward. Most times I’m at a loss for words, with how unfathomed the beauty of this universe presents for us. Beauty for which gets taken for granted, beauty often brushed away from the pain experienced. As if the pain itself isn’t a reminder that we are breathing, a breath defined as “the power of breathing; life”
Recieve some enlightenment from this post. ((:
Thank you, as always much love to you & yours - jes. <333 ((:
